I’m such a fucking mess but it’s me in the   world alone now so tonight I’m gonna cry and tomorrow I’m gonna put my big girl pants on and suck it up. My kids need me and I need to make Christmas magical for my kids. Depression isn’t going to stop me my shitty ass family ain’t going to stop me. They make stupid little look at me attention seeking Facebook posts and the fake I love my children and I’m proud of them bullshit tagging me in it when it’s all shit. 

All I have to say is Fuck You, Fuck Your Shit and Fuck Off. 

I don’t need your bullshit I don’t need your ignorance. You make all the changes you like in 2017 be sure to make me one of them cause I certainly ain’t chasing anyone next year. You either take an interest in my life or you ain’t part of it. 


Author: always over thinking things

I'm 33 years old,married and I'm a full time mum to 2 boys. My eldest is 6 and the youngest is a year old. My eldest boy is on the autistic spectrum and my youngest is 2 and has a congenital heart defect called tetralogy of fallot. My blog is about my children, about me and my way of dealing with the life I've been given. It's a way of expressing my emotions and feelings through words. This is done anonymously as I want to keep myself away from people who don't know what's happening in my life.

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