No more babies

After having my first son I always said I wouldn’t have anymore children. My circumstances were different back then I had spilt up from my partner before our son was born. Even though I said no more children I always kept his cot just in case. Then in 2015 I decided I wanted another baby this time around I’m married I’m more secure and things were gonna be different. Me and my partner got back together when our son was 7 months old got engaged and got married. After all I’ve been through with my youngest as much as I love him I couldn’t do it again. It’s put me off having more children even though I’d maybe have had one more.

The final nail in the coffin in that decision is selling the cot I once held onto for 4 years before having another child. I feel sad because it’s almost official now. No more babies from me 😢

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Author: always over thinking things

I'm 32 years old,married and I'm a full time mum to 2 boys. My eldest is 5 and the youngest is a year old. My eldest boy is on the autistic spectrum and my youngest has a congenital heart defect called tetralogy of fallot. My blog is about my children, about me and my way of dealing with the life I've been given. It's a way of expressing my emotions and feelings through words. This is done anonymously as I want to keep myself away from people who don't know what's happening in my life.

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