After having my first son I always said I wouldn’t have anymore children. My circumstances were different back then I had spilt up from my partner before our son was born. Even though I said no more children I always kept his cot just in case. Then in 2015 I decided I wanted another baby this time around I’m married I’m more secure and things were gonna be different. Me and my partner got back together when our son was 7 months old got engaged and got married. After all I’ve been through with my youngest as much as I love him I couldn’t do it again. It’s put me off having more children even though I’d maybe have had one more.
The final nail in the coffin in that decision is selling the cot I once held onto for 4 years before having another child. I feel sad because it’s almost official now. No more babies from me 😢