Check up day 

Well today is the day before my beautiful baby boy turns 1, instead of prepping for his birthday I have to go to the hospital for him to have a check up with his cardiologist and paediatrician. I’m extremely nervous I feel so sick I’m hoping everything is ok I’m half sure it is but half of me says it’s not. I didn’t recognise any signs last time he was taken ill so there’s always that doubt on me. I really wish i wasn’t going alone but my other half is at work and my friend tried to help but couldn’t. I’m trying to stay strong show there’s nothing bothering me in front of the kids. I feel tears coming on through anxiety. I really hope that we get good news and that everything is ok. I really want and need to enjoy the little ones first ever birthday it will mark the end of a really tough year and we can start a fresh. 


Author: always over thinking things

I'm 33 years old,married and I'm a full time mum to 2 boys. My eldest is 6 and the youngest is a year old. My eldest boy is on the autistic spectrum and my youngest is 2 and has a congenital heart defect called tetralogy of fallot. My blog is about my children, about me and my way of dealing with the life I've been given. It's a way of expressing my emotions and feelings through words. This is done anonymously as I want to keep myself away from people who don't know what's happening in my life.

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