After such dark lonely period of my life I’m searching for the positives in everyday. I try not to look on the negatives although sometimes it’s hard not to. Still thinking about the hospital visit on Thursday but trying not to panic too much. I’m keeping myself busy and enjoying things with my boys. A few months ago I wouldn’t have been able to be in positive frame of mind so I’m glad I’m feeling stronger to cope with things better.
We are missing someone who comes to see us, doesn’t seem right not seeing her. I hope she knows we haven’t forgotten her or that we have replaced her.